my brother and his wife are in the same boat.be happy you have grandma to send her to.As for going hunting etc i got no advice there.You made your bed so now ya got to lie in it.so to speak.the kids will grow up and you can take them with you.as for now you may have to make some sacrifices.
Now therefore take, I pray thee, thy weapons, thy quiver and thy bow, and go out to the field, and take me some venison.
Genesis 27:3 "The thinking deer hunter should mature through three phases during his hunting life. First phase, "I need to kill a deer." Second phase, I want to harvest a nice deer. And last phase, we must manage this resource so our children and their children can experience the grand tradition of good deer hunting." - Jim Slinsky